I can't tell you how long we've waited to say those words!! ("It's a girl!")
It's such a long story but I'll summarize first and then cut and paste some of my journal entries.
After Dubai, I went to India to visit with Yogesh's family. In a nutshell, all of the experiences I had in Dubai and Gujarat were amazing preparation for the days to come. Things like getting used to the food/water, getting a lot of rest, brushing up on my language skills, getting used to living in a joint family system where it's family before privacy, etc. got me ready for Pakistan.
This journey started well before Pakistan, as I've said before. My new year's resolution for 2008 was to let go and to let God lead me. I wanted to stop being so controling of environment and instead to be more of a recepient. I wanted to look for doors opening instead of opening random ones myself. I am sure that God heard my resolution and he began to provide in very obvious ways. I am astounded by how easy and fulfilling this journey has been. When I've needed something, I've asked for it in my prayers and it has been fulfilled. My faith, though strong to begin with, has dramatically increased during this journey. God has designed a beautiful path for me and all I've been doing is walking down the path picking the flowers. He's crafted this journey better than I ever could have.
That's how I got my little one on my 5th day in Pakistan!! Amazing how fast it all happened!
Her name is Amani Yasmeen Bhakta. She was left in a "jula" (swing) that Mrs. Edhi provides at her centers. Above the swing is this sign:
It translates to something like this: You've made a mistake once by bring a child into this world. Don't make another mistake by getting rid of it. Leave it in this cradle and we'll make sure it is safe.
This is the saint Mrs. Edhi. She and her husband have done amazing social work in Pakistan. Definitely worth googling when you get a chance:
Her biological mother had left her at an Edhi Center at 1pm on September 15. We got a call from the center saying, "Your doll is here. Come pick her up." We were at the center by 4:30 and she was put in my arms. I wept and wept tears of sheer happiness!!! I can't wait for all of you to meet her. It's been estimated that this process usually takes 3-8 months, but pray that I come home before the end of 2008.
Amani's daddy, grandparents (on my side) and loved ones are waiting to meet her. Her paternal grandparents have sent her their love and anxiously are waiting to meet her possibly in the U.S.
Stay tuned for more details from my journey. The next time I have a chance I'll post exerpts from my computerized journal....
Thank you for your kind and loving emails! In lieu of writing to each of you, please accept my posts as a response to your emails. I'll email you individually as time permits.
I should be able to post more regularly now that our internet is working (but who knows for how long...that's how it is over here). No complaints though! We actually have wireless internet in my cousin Kiran's home. I'll post her pic soon. She's the angel who's helped me tremendously!!!! I'm so blessed to have such an awesome family here and back home.
22 comments:
Congratulations! We can't wait to meet her, too. She looks adorable.
I am so very delighted for you!!! She is adorable!!! God is so good!!
Anita I am so excited for you... I am crying tears of joy as I type! Goosebumps on my arms. I am so happy for you!
Cuddle, smell, stare at the precious little girl every nano second of every day. The days go by much to fast!!!
I can't want to hold that beautiful little girl!
What a lucky baby girl!!!
I am in tears here at school!!! I am so happy for you & Yogesh!!!
Congratulations! Thank you so much for posting the pictures! I can hear the joy in your words;-) Your daughter is beautiful, enjoy and cherish every moment of this special time with her!
Sarah
Wow, dreams DO come true!!! I am so happy for you and your amazing little blessing. I can't wait to see the both of you! We miss you at TBK every day.
Anita, I don't know if you remember me from Park Village...It's me... Dayna Helfer. I taught first grade...I am so thrilled for you! Congratulations! You will love being a mother, especially to a beautiful baby girl! My well wishes and all of God's best to you and your new family!
Oh my gosh Anita, she is so cute! Mateo and I cant wait to meet that little bundle of joy! We are so happy for you and your husband. Enjoy every moment with her because time flys by! Mateo misses you so much, he keeps asking when you will be back.
Hugs to you and your family and come see us at TBK when you get back.
Wish you and yogesh the very best & trust me you both will be very good parents.
Anita! Yog!! I'm sooo very happy for you both!! I cant' wait to meet her!! Sending you both so much love.... wow Anita, you really opened up the universe in so many beautiful ways!! :) What a powerful manifestor you are!
love
priti :)
Anita, I am *so* very happy for you and Yogesh -- I know that you are going to be such a blessing and inspiration in Amani's life! much love!!!
God is so good, your faith in following his path led you right to your precious angel, Amani! We are so thrilled for you and Yogesh. We pray for continued blessings, and a safe journey home soon with your precious cargo. We can't wait to see the new Bhakta family of three. We love you! Hugs and smiles, Kimberlie and Cindy
Hi dear,
love your writings and deep sharing....truly stars aligning and meant to be, am so happy your dream has come true! Love to all 3 of you!
Khairun
Anita TWEETY!!! I am filled with such emotion, happy tears, love for you, Amina and Yogesh!! I send you a thousand pink roses, and all my love dear friend! I miss you sooooo much and pray for a speedy, safe and joyful homecoming!! You did it!! God is great! Let the dream continue to unfold! I love you!!
~Deborah
Dear Anita,
congratulations! After I read your story and saw your picture with your baby AMANI, You look very happy and relaxed. I am so thrilled for you and Yogesh. Give my love and blessings to little princess
Amrish Uncle
Congratulations to all three of you. She is beautiful! Simran, Sai and Meghi can't wait to play with her!
She is cute and actualy looks like Anita.Can't wait to see her here.
love
Akbar
wwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwooooooooooooooowwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! Congratulations!! Anita!!! and Amani WELCOME TO OUR FAMILY!!
What a blessing Anita. I am soooo happy for you. I cried too as I read your message. I can't wait to get my hands on Amani and to hug you again. We miss you so much!
Please do keep us posted on your well being. I was frightened for you as I read about the bombing in Islamabad. Keep yourself and that precious little girl safe.
Lots of love, Celeste
Between my goosebumps and my inability to not get choked up as I write this to you, please know that I am so very happy to see you blessed with little Amani. She is beautiful and I can see the extreme joy and peace within you in your picture. Best wishes to your new family and I hope to meet her one day...Vaishali
Alhamdulillah. Congratulations. We are ecstatic! She is gorgeous and the Universe has been so good to guide you to each other. What an Eid gift... She is lovely. I am so glad my sister checked your blog today! We will meet you soon, inshallah.
Just reading these comments brings tears to my eyes! You and Yogesh are so lucky to be so loved! I just realized that you got Amani on 9/15/08, exactly 10 years to the date of your wedding! How perfect is that?
Rayhan
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